sunny (a draft written i don't know when)

it's really sunny outside right now. there's a glare on my screen. i'm waiting for later in the day before doing real productive work. the glare is too distracting.

currently the window is all i can see of my screen
(my laptop is cracked so i have it plugged (via HDMI) into my television)
i don't watch television but i'm always on my phone.


which isn't better


in fact, it's probably worse. like that scene in Clockwork Orange:


but instead we do it voluntarily:

(the file name for this on google was 'kids-on-phones')


and scarily enough, both screens are doing the same acts of manipulation, except one's satire and the other's reality.
i don't know what we woke up to before phones.


i had a dream that involved by ex-girlfriend and my best friend and he was wearing a diaper. i remember saying in the dream 'i'm very confused right now'. they were at my dad's house, only his door had been replaced with a large double door, the one that takes both arms to open each side of it, like a cathedral or a fancy house. my dad's house had turned into a fancy house.