i think, "smell my ass"
to the landlord i think is mean
i'm a pacifist and also a pussy, i care
about my plants more than people
that is insane
i feel awful if i don't leave the house
if i do leave
i buy a beer and cheeseburger
and eat it sadly because i paid money
to kill myself
i do the same things as other people
but i think i do them better
i wish i never went to college
i wish i had a list my dad could've given
me of all the books i read in college
to save me money
all anyone ever needs is a library card
when i go to the library
i like to sit by the largest window
i can find
to feel both inside and outside
at once
which is how i always try to be
inside and outside
here i go again!
writing a whole damn poem all about myself
again